okay i got bored of leaving

for now, anyway. bored of this site.

byeeeeee.

Stealing from . KEEP STEALING IT.


Ask me anything, as long as it isn't like. Real personal.

I know this isn't really the place for medical help, but I'm getting desperate here.

I've been to the doctors and I feel like he made a false judgement on what was wrong (he told me I have a touch of gastroenteritis) but I just...haven't had an appetite and it's almost 2 weeks now. I'm ruining my mum and dad's holidays and they keep reminding me, which just makes it feel worse and it makes me guilty because dad took a week off because we could do something and now I'm ill. They've said everything, i'm faking it, bringing it on myself by being afraid of being sick, i'm gonna die, fade away, go into hospital and get forcefed and it's just come to the point where i can't take it anymore. what am i supposed to do, shove food down my throat?! i've eaten so little in the past week, a few chicken dippers, a measly 'sunday dinner' with one branch of broccoli, a slice of chicken and a potato and i managed half a chicken sandwich over 3 hours.

I won't go into the nastier details but if you can guess, there's hardly any 'side affects' of this besides random hunger pangs that go away when i try to eat. it's horrible and i just want to GET BETTER for FUCKS sake! i'm sick of feeling shit, dizzy and tired because I can't put food in my mouth and my parents are getting at me and i just HATE this! I'm scared to death that i won't ever want food and that i WILL end up in hospital! i just WANT TO FEEL BETTER but nothing's working! i've been out in the garden for fresh air, i went downstairs and stayed up, i've stayed in bed and had rest and nothing makes me feel better!

I'm bored. Saw it on Lou's journal. Woo.

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, windows media player etc on Shuffle. (MP4 player...]
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name

If someone says "is this okay?" you say,
Untouched - The Veronicas
touchmeplz

How would you describe yourself?
It's not about you - Scouting for Girls
....xD I'm selfless?

What do you like in a guy/girl?
sugar we're going down - fall out boy
IL THIS SONG (:

How do you feel today?
waking up in vegas - katy perry
tired D:

What is your life's purpose?
(lou your answer to this was really sad Dx)
Bing bang - lazytown
......


What is your motto?
was it a dream - 30 seconds to mars
<3 maybe my whole life is a dream?

What do your friends think of you?
poker face - lady gaga







MA MA MA MA

What do you think of your parents?
The Airplane Song - scouting for girls
GET YOURSELF ON AN AEROPLANE CAUSE IT'S BEEN FAR TOO LONG SINCE YOU WENT AWAY

What do you think about very often?
far away - nickelback
aaw yeah 3:

What is 2 + 2?
a thousand miles - vanessa carlton
996 off.

What do you think of your best friend?
promiscuous - nelly furtardo
LOL

What do you think of the person you like?
good enough - evanescence
no, i'm not :/ got no chance with him and yeah, it hurts.

What is your life story?
rooftops - lostprophets
god yes <3333333

What do you want to be when you grow up?
scars - papa roach
??????????

What will you dance to at your wedding?
supermassive black hole - muse
FUCK YEAH

What will they play at your funeral?
9 to 5 - Dolly patron
please don't, i'll get up and get ready to school. (it's my alarm song xD i found it appropriate)

What is your hobby/interest?
3am - Busted
</3

What is your biggest fear?
taking over me - evanescence
my fear...

What is your biggest secret?
i'll do anything - simple plan
for him, yes :/

What do you think of your friends?
living on a prayer - bon jovi
xDDD



ok then that was ...eventful.